Cigarettes and Alcohol

I had one hell of a week.

Believe me that week's the worst ever. I struggled emotionally. I'm in a very complicated situation right now,as far as relationship is concern. But I'm happy,and that's the weird part of it all. I'm struggling yet I'm happy.

The week that was. Yeah what a freakin week. It started with a fight with, let us say, someone so dear to me. And we had to let whatever that we have, float away. I really thought I have the heart to let that go,but that same heart convinced me to win her back. So much for my so called courage. But I'm glad everything seems so colorful right now. I'm thankful that we still have something left to start over with.

Oh yeah, during the first part of that not so cool week, I had Mr. Alcohol as my best friend. I used him just to get by with the pain. Well I could've spent time with Mr. Yosi as well but I never learned to appreciate his company. I tried to, way back in hi school but Mr. Yosi doesn't appeal to me that much. Mr. Alcohol's company is more than enough to soothe the heartache.And for one, according to Wiki-Approximately 5.5 trillion cigarettes are produced globally each year and are smoked by over 1.1 billion people or greater than one-sixth of the world population. Wow,that's a lot,and experts say Cigarettes are bad for your health, so I thank God I never learned to smoke and be part of those Billions.

Cigarettes and Alcohol, it's also a song from the Brit Band Oasis,one of my favorites. Just for the heck of it,here's a video of our band nIRO,a live performance of that Oasis' song Cigarettes and Alcohol.







"Is it my imagination Or have I finally found something worth living for? I was looking for some action But all I found was cigarettes and alcohol "....

Yeah, a line from that song,.this basically sums up what happened to me last week.